HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY ADORABLE LITTLE GIRL!

I WISH YOU ALL THE JOY AND HAPPINESS OF THE WORLD!

YOU ARE JUST THE PERFECT CHILD, THANK YOU ABOUT THAT!

Sunday late and not that short post

Check this out! My favourite band with my favourite song ever! And forever! Cant help falling in love with them every time I listen or watch their performance. Please pay attention to the blond, naked guy with the guitar. This is Martin.... The great mind of everything that may be called Depeche mode. Now someone to wipe the saliva running from my mouth. Thank you!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShcGwAO9Gnc

And just for the record, I`d like to live in the 80`s. In New York. Or Berlin. Then was the greatest time for this world. Everything important was about to happen. Hope, scientific researches, inventions. Who is better USA or USSR?
In the 90`s the humanity spoils it all. The Americans, The Russians, The Serbians... we....
The darkest period of the resent world history after the two wars. In my oppinion of course. Just see the music from these days and you will understand what I mean. Nirvana, suicides, wars... It`s the moment when people realize that there will be no solution for the AIDS, no easy going to the space, no alternative for petrol... Gross and cruel capitalism, interests, wars, desperation...
Not to mention what was here on the Balkans...
Anyway! See you soon!

Sunday short post

This Monday I celebrate 7 yrs motherhood. Hm. I`m not going to comment it, it will take forever to explain how I feel about it. One thing I know for sure-it`s the hardest and the sweetest thing in the world. And my child is the only one who loves me for sure, so... nothing and nobody else matters.

Have a great week with my fave track from the last week!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PexvLyIVpeI&feature=related

P.S. Sorry I don`t post pictures lately. And don`t write intersting stories. I`m just out of inspiration.

And don`t forget your headphones when you listen to this music. The stereo and the computer are just not powerful enough to blast your brain properly;) See ya!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nc8wi2rjW28&feature=related

My adorable DJ and probably his best show ever, along with his mates from Armada selebrating ASOT number 350.

The sets are fenomenal, I have them all. Seven DJ`s giving it to the crowd. Amazing!

God, please, can I go on a party like this at least once in my life? Pliiiiz!

If I were rich, I should travel all around Europe in the summer, shifting O competitions and camps with parties like this. Why dont they combine them? If I ever get wealthy I will do it. On a special place only I know;)

Btw here it is the best O event ever

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIe4xMVWCn4&feature=related

Wow, I`ve watched this before, but every time it excites me more and more!

God, can I go to Finland?

MGMT

Forget about everything I have told you about the good and the bad music!!!
Just take a look at these arousing funky, electro, synth sweethearts!
Why nobody told me they exist?
If they dont behave like Americans, they should be the next Depeche Mode for sure. Remember what I tell you! But they are Americans after all and the chance their tallent to be lost in laziness and taint is very, very big, so enjoy untill you can. Here it is:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtUI5MC9tVM

They are two young fellows from New York- Ben and Andrew, finding they have similar intrest in the electro and psychedelic sound, while they are students in the University of Arts or whatsoever. Pretending to be hippies, I believe they belong more to the city and the modern world, than to the beach and the vans. Giving big shit to the world and being themselves (like both folks from Dude, Where`s My Car movie) seems to be the secret of their big success. Andrew defines himself like a modern Peter Pan, while Ben.... I dont know yet, but I am about to explore the Net for more and more information. Being myself is the one ideology I do follow, but yet I havent found a huge success.....

I guess it`s pretty cool to be an idiot and "yourself" in the world of art, but in the "real" world it can bring you only rejection, loneliness and misery. I suppose many young people get to this conclusion some day, when they face the cruel life and the truth that their fairy tail is just not going to happen. Peter Pan is just a fiction, ok? Go back to work! I guess I am at this particular moment of my life- when I am landing to Earth, realizing what exactly life represents and that the fun is over. By the way, where was the fun? I didn`t get any fun! If I ever knew that my 20`s are going to be like this, I should have commit suiside when I was still 18! If someone have told me what I am going to be through, I would never, ever step ahead in this life after school. I am positive about that!

Do you know what these fellows say? "A joke (or a joke song) could be sad, profound, and funny at the same time." Well it`s true guys, you made me sad and profound. Thank you about that!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdxzA0wYBTU&feature=related


P.S. The song The Handshake has absolutely similar lyrics like Depeche`s song Everything Counts. Dont tell me, guys you are Led Zeppelin!

Armin

I just drop in for a while to tell you that after more than a month of searching, downloading and listening of huge amount of music, I couldn`t find a better DJ than Armin van Buuren. He has nice and never irritating sound, I definitely enjoy and like his music, not ot mention he looks great and never wears those gay clothes, the most deejays put on. Very stylish and smart. If you are interested, search for his A State Of Trance live sets in the net. They amount exactly 374 episodes and I`m listening the last one at the moment, from the last Thursday (the day of his show) and it`s absolutely refreshing and instilling with good energy. * http://www.arminvanbuuren.com/



And don`t forget- when Martin from Depeche have been deejaying in the early 80`s, the present DJs have been still in their dipers!

Hm, let me see if I can imagine Armin in his dipers..... I definitely can :) :) :)

Anyway, I don`t want to fall into details but I want to tell you just one more thing- If there is nothing left to loose, put your headset on and... go! The whole universe is yours!

See you!

*Picture from Internet

aaa, some details I forgot to mention

Depeche are comming on 18th of May,2009. Hopefully, I am going to be part of this unconceivable massive orgasm on the stadium, screaming and singing like never before in my life! Martin... I love you and I always will.

Second, I made my lucky number three tattoo. Lovely Depeche`s Violator rose with three magical words on it.

And last but not least... the fortune-tellers never say the truth! Or maybe they do. I am going to get marry on the age of 40! Now I`m 27. Next 13 yrs I can wear my Gran`s underwear and nobody`s going to notice. Who cares what underwear I wear?

Wake me up when my 39 ends... Chao!

P.S 13 years deep winter sleep like a bear... Hope, scientists discover a gadget called Mindreader by then, so I wont have to explain again how I feel and what I want. To the wrong person.

DeeJayzzz

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DlYszkgGQdY

Beautiful male voice with sensible lyrics. Finally the DJs realized they can use not only hysterical female vocals in their work, but there are some gorgeous male singers wating to be remixed or featured in DJs songs. I like Tiesto`s work with Kane, Justin Timberlake and this fantastic specimen, called Christian Burns. This person has an interesting story and a "blond" past :) :) :) Once I mentioned that this is how men on 37 look like and I do claim it now officially.
EXCELLENT look and style. And sincerely acclaim men using eye line ;)

Sometimes it`s such a relief to find out he is not that different than you, just the contrary the more alike man and woman are, the more stable is the relationship. And very soon I will produce incontestable evidence about that. No, its not one, but about 12 incontestable evidences. Keep waiting, hope I will collect the material very soon.

Finally this is the song video with the cool guy on it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-uyunenIq4

I dont know what is gong to happen with my blog, but probably I wont be able to post so regularly here, because I am very, very busy with my German lessons and I have to learn very hard. It`s more difficult than I thought it will be. But I`ll cope with it!
Because I want to.
Wish you all the best!

Auf Wiedersehen!

P.S. Jens, if you still read my blog, I`d like to thank you very, very much for being a reason to get down with the German. I am a very, very strong-willed person and I am able to do impossible things, but sometimes I need a reason to start them. So, thank you one more time for making me start it!

Who would give a thought about the connection between the quantity beer people drink and their ecological consciousness? Well done to everyone in Debelec, the small town I live in, and bad job for the refuse collecting company. Probably they never thought people on this particular street are all alcoholics and ecowisers :) :) :)

Meanwhile my daughter here gets a really good support while reading her lessons! Roxanne is enjoying full rights in my family!

family

My adorable brother on the age of 10.

My mommy (left) with her sister and my brother again.

And here with my grandma and grandpa. My grandpa died on 5th of Jan, 1989. I hardly remember him but I know that he has been very amusing person, making everyone laughing their heads off. He even looks like Charlie Chaplin himself, don`t you think?

I shurely look like my grandma. She became 85 yrs old on 1st of October- healthy, slender and alive. I hope for a very long time. My mom is different- she is more vulnerable and unhealthy. I got my mental disorders from my dad. Lank and handsome mad man, born 6 yrs after my mom. I`ll show you some pics of me and him someday. Just got to find them.

I feel kind of calm and easy these days. Don`t know why. I wonder what it is supposed to mean- is it for good or not. You will surely know. Bye...

a rush of autumn to the head

Because of the incredible social life I have, I stay at home Sat night and what else but listening music. Guess what? Kylie! Remastered even archaic songs like Better the devil you know and Locomotion sound .... lets say very good. Not to mention her last singles - "She totally rocks!", as on TRL say:):):)

And this video is just.... beautiful.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FQhrBOovzQ

Kylie is beautiful. Today I read very fascinating description about her- diminutive! Haha, I never knew that word and honestly I even find it difficult to pronounce.

And one more album of an well known artist with new release- Moby with Last Night. When it appeared in the beginning I could read in the magazines and the newspapers that it`s not worthed and is nothing special, but now I find it the best Moby album. Everything else I knew from him was so..... hard and difficult to listen, kind of gross and dark... But here I fing so much light energie and a pure dance sound, very exciting and possitive, very bright; easy to listen. And sounds like an European DJ. I absolutely love it and definitely gonna listen it out very carefully and with pleasure.

And this chocolate fluffy singer makes me want to hug and kiss her all the time, she`s like a toy- that sweet and adorable. Teddy bear:):):)


By the way I forgot to mention my fave Kylie song- "Love at first sight". Kalina was about 2 when this song appeared on MTV and she used to dance on it! She was absolutely gorgeous!
And the songs I dont like are Kids, because of this person singing along with her (it`s not a sin to fall in love with a monkey, Kylie, don`t worry! ) and Slow. Don`t know why, sounds horrible.

See you!

the song I wake up every morning with, for more than an year already...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqQLnASxFHs&feature=related

Just flows with the beating of my heart,
very smooth
very easy
the voice
the samples
the rhythm....
do you feel it?

it`s like I hear my body breathing form aside, from above...
like my own angel appears and wakes me up so tender and gentle only an angel can do it

this song doesn`t have a video, though depeche have, as far as I know, about 63 official videos
and there is no accident in that ( there is no accidents with depeche mode )
what kind of visualization can you figure out about this?
a breath? a whiff? a wind? a heart? someone sleepeng probably....
that will be my version of "The things you said" video.

do you know, there is something really interesting about Depeche`s videos. When I started to listen their music, at the beginning I had no idea how the videos look like, at least not all of them. And when I found and looked over them one after another, I realized that all the fantasies and the images appearing in my head listening of this music are very similar to the images of the real videos. Ok, it`s not a good sentence but I`ll leave it, God speed someone understands what I want to say. What I mean is when I just listen a song, without to watch it`s video, especially for more than a few times, I kind of imagine how eventually it`s video will look like. And very often the scenarios and the images I have in my mind, match exactly with those from the video itself. And that happend few times with Depeche`s videos. For example, I used to listen "Only when a loose myself" for a very, very long time before I find out what the video is like.
I was so surprised to understand, that the image of the Death that I had in my mind, appears very clear in the video itself!!! I mean I imagined absolutely different people and places but it was about the Death yet! And that happened with other videos as well, like Strangelove (my number one song) and Policy of truth (my number two song). Number three is Shake the desease (it tears my heart) and than .... about 19 album fulfilled with bits of perfection, understanding and relief for my soul. That music kept me alive through the most horrible moments of my life. I am not going to describe them, everyone has problems and stories to tell, but I`d like to appoint that this is my treatment- listening Depeche.

first BG entrance in my ipod- that deserves attention

All right now, put you headset on and play...THIS

http://respect-bg.com/

Absolute impact!!!

I have never been a big hip- hop fan but cannot miss this through my ears just like that. It`s just perfect- decent lyrics, good sample, good mix, good sound, acceptable video and nice looking talented guys. What else do you need? The style is wrong, but who knows what is right and what is not? And by the way, they are professionals. And Bulgarians after all. Exellent.