The sunsets are fabulous these days and I cant help show them all to you! Today was pretty calm on page number 34. I found another stranger here. I have always had anticipations about this person if he comes from my page and feels stranger here, but today I completely exposed him!
Let me think if I know more ppl foreigners here......
Yes, I know a lot, but nobody else from 37. I know some from 36. I call them friends.
Today I was thinking that my mom probably belongs to 34. She shurely does and that makes me really sad, because I love her so much, but I can`t contact with her the right way. She doesn`t think the way I do. Her brain works different way. She has been suffering all her life and now when I can make her life easier, she just says "I can`t accept that help". I can`t conceive why. Does she feels that she doesn`t deserve this help? I still can`t forgive her some things... things that people from 34 do to their children.
I was thinking as well from which level Kalina comes from. She is still so young and her conscious is still unriped to deside. Do you know that I can read her whole world in her eyes? When I ask her a question and see her, it`s not even necessary to listen what she says- I already know everything. Brrrrrrr! That makes me shiver! It is an incredibble power I have over her! It so cruel to think that it`s possible to misuse with it. I know some parents do it with no scruples...
Doesn`t matter! As long as I am alive, this child will be happy and fine. Everything else has no matter now.
There she is.... with mustashes :) :) :)