Viva la vida

Wow, things are going fast tonight....
This is a song I fell in love accidentally- I almost never listen British pop-rock bands` music but I came upon this remix and I listened for the words... here they are:

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own...

Not bad, a? Not at least for someone like Chris, born with silver spoon in his mouth, living always wealthy in the city of Dorset and than London, as far as I know; married to Gwyneth Paltraw ( successful actres, not that beautiful in my oppinion, but she comes from a "poor" family like Chris) having two nice children, amazing career and to dare to talk to the world and the fortune like that.... these people have no shame!

Anyway- take a listen and what else- there is always a blond angel watching over you! Dont forget it, because I did for a while ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KX7sq7pqtro&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nc8wi2rjW28&feature=related



On 1st of May, 2008 the Heaven doors opened and some people have managed to go in, have some fun, record it and came back to show us a video, where we can clearly see some gods playing music;)



From my window, I used to have the most divine view of the world, but some stupid people made an ugly building, they don`t even use, so now I have a pretty small peace of sky to photograph. Here it is from this evening:



I`m pretty much convinced that this is exactly the way Heaven doors open, but so far I always miss this event. Hope I catch it soon!

ByeBye

P.S. Did you notice the tiny new moon up right? There is always a new moon... Every 28 days it appears, clear and renewed to show us there is always a new beginning, no matter how old, dirty, worn out, fat and exhausted you can be! Isn`t it amazing? To my great regret it`s not working with people.... if you are like this- it`s over! Hm... at least I tried..... to raise up again, but... we`ll see... Grandmothers can be cool in the future....

Lady Gaga

This week I`d like to represent you this artist:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8d27Hj8Gg9o

Whatcha think? Isn`t she beautiful, bold and sexy? Quite original and eccentric, with a touch of cheap behaviour and dressing claiming "I dont mind what`s on, just let me dance!"Probably she is the only woman in the pop music I can bear at all. And Rihana.

And the most important- she`s mad enough to get under my skin, no matter she has horrible nickname and her genes are result of the unbearable for my good taste combination, between Italians and Americans..... though my background is not one to be proud of too;)

Have a great week everyone!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsaMyjPCtNM

A beautiful song I`d like to devote to a beautiful person!

Beauty is not in the eyes, my dear, it`s in the heart!

Blind person can find you beautiful, as much as any other who can see...

The melting chocolate on your tongue is beautiful...

The music is beautiful...

The words are beautiful...

The smell...

The love....

All the good energy you possess!

All the sweet words you tell me...

The child that is still alive in you....

Never let it die!

The joy...

The hope....

All the crème we are going to eat together.....

Everything is sooooo beautiful, my zoete konijntje!

I feel beautiful.... and this is a miracle. After all those bitter and sour feelings corroding my heart for years. After all those venomous thoughts and influences leading me only to wrong ways...

Armin is beautiful, being a reason to know you!

The whole world is beautiful!

You are beautiful!

Barack Obama

Remember the dog I saved in the summer? Here he is:

His name is Barack Obama! I have no idea why. I guess not only because he is dark but a friend of ours said that his breed is "Barak". I doubt he has less than 6 breeds in his blood, but at least he got his name. Anyway.

What I`d like to say is that this dog is a very, very lucky one. When I found him he was so hungry, exhausted and full with flees that I hardly held my disgust to take him in my arms. Now Barack lives in his own domain with huge personal garden he goes round about hundred times every day! He has own little cottage (costom made!) and a Personal Jesus in the face of my dear friend Plamen who takes care of him. Food, water, medical service... this guy seems to be born under a lucky star!!!

Soul mates

My dear friends, let me tell you a story. A story of love, souls and .... features!

But as a beginning, let me define some important details: in my whole complex and complicated personality, I can define three different parts- body, mind and soul. Unfortunately, I can say that these three are always in conflict- my soul doesnt like my body, but likes a little the mind; my body never listens to my mind, when one gives instructions to it- like when I say "Run!" it doesnt want to run, when I say "Sleep!" it doesnt want to sleep, when I say "Remember this word or number!" it doest want to remember again. So my mind considers that, this body of mine is too naughty, too fat and too ugly to be part of the same personality with it. And it`s true- I have never liked myself- the way I look like, the way I behave, my intellect, my skin, my hair, my brain, my feminine forms etc.

On other side, my soul deep inside, considers that this body is kind of ... acceptable, maybe or at least doesn`t judje it`s imperfection as cruel as the mind does, just because it`s mine. And I can say that my soul loves it and I feels pitty about all the cruel things that the mind causes to my body, like neverending diets, exhausting trainings and cosmetics prosedures just to make it look acceptable for its high demand.... Do I have to say that my body will never meet my mind`s requirements and all the three of us will always suffer bacause of it?

And one more thing- my soul is not in a good terms with the mind and the body, blaming them that its their fault that we are still alone....

Yeah, that`s the point- the three of us are alone. And we all suffer- the mind is angry to the whole world, all the time, having nobody to talk with, the body aches for some tender love and care and my soul... my soul suffers the most.

You know I work in a laundry service. And once one of my client`s shirts was jammed between the washing machine`s door and the drum and from the high spinning the shirt was grinded into a horrible shred... Trully thats the picture appearing in my mind when I think about my soul. My dear, lonely, torn soul...

I`ve been thinking about the soul`s issue a lot. Like what it is, where it comes from and where it goes? And it`s pretty obvious to me, that my body and soul have nothing in common between each other and that apparently my soul has inhabited the wrong body on March, 31st,1981. Yes, I do believe it- that my soul inhabits the wrong body and doesnt fits to its settings, like the mind can`t read this format (of the soul) and it`s sending wrond directions to the programs and the drivers and ... it`s one big mess in the system called Yana Dimitrova. Anyway, it`s not important or at least this is not the today`s subject. I had to speak about the souls and that they inhabit our bodies. So after I got to the conclusion that The Soul and The Body are different ( His Magesty The Mind is typing and translating thoughts and ideas from Bg to Eng and backward and stays aside from our story) they must meet and join each other at the time of the birth. And I guess it`s an unimaginable chaos at this place, or bit of the time, or dimention, or as I call it "page" where this sacred ritual happens. And I guess that it`s not very difficult mistakes to happen and the wrong soul to go to the wrong body, like it have happened with me. But I was thinking as well, that probaly souls like our bodies are very different, but at some point they may be alike. And I was thinking through the long lonely nights, when I couldnt sleep and I had to dream or feel fear or joy, or some other feeling or cry, whatever, but I thought that probably the similar souls choose to inhabit similar bodies....

And it makes sence- if they are alike, they will be appealed by the same things and they will prefer similar bodies to settle down and make them their homes for living.

Do you know what does soul mate mean? I hope you know, because I know it too, but I`m not able to explain it. May be if one day I do, I will have Nobel Award for literature. In short it must be similar souls, maybe comming from the same source or family, or whatever produses the souls; maybe the same God must be correct to say, I dont know and it doesnt matter, but on this very Earth where we have about 6 milliard bodies inhabited by 6 mlrd souls it must be a real bliss to meet a similar soul to yours. And I got to the conclusion that if the souls are alike than the bodies are alike. I found out (observing people like an idiot who has nothing else to do... yes I do observe you, I scan every single detail about you, I analize you and finally, I come to very interesting conclusions about you!!!) and I realized that some of the most united and solid couples I know, really look alike- like brothers and sisters have similar pfysical features. And these people are probably inhabited by alike souls... alike souls in alike bodies!!!! Soul mates! These are the soul mates, my dear, do you make it out? Just take a look around in the sea of devorses and partings- you must still notice them, those who we say "made for each other", who fit perfectly together like a glove... "Lovers, devoted to each other forever..." Martin says that.

Here are my friends-couples who became victims of my observation and examination. I trully enjoy them and thank them for being my one and only evidences that I am not crazy. I just see things the other people never notice. And I believe in true love and I believe it`s the only heal for my messed-up body-soul-and-mind! These people are giving me hope that I will find someone. Someone like me.

Take a look at them and compare their features- colours, shapes, forms, smiles, eyes.... see how people made for each other look like. Like brothers and sisters, like people coming from one source, made from one material...

Please, after all, dont forget that they are still a man and a woman and they are supposed to be different, and please consider that pictures doesn`t always show the people`s fascination. And these people have a great one! Thank you guys! Thanks for trusting me and allowing me publish your pictures in my blog! You made me feel like I mean something and I do some important and responsible work! Thank you!

Rumen and Maria Mitevi

Tsani and Lidiya

Nikolai and Stefaniya Dimitrovi

Boiko and Radi

Plamen and Geri

Svetoslav and Diana Stefanovi

Nikolai and Michaela

Ivan and Marina

Petar and Miglena

Ivan and Silvia

And some celebs*

* Photos downloaded from starpulse.com

I dont have much things to comment or share with you, but I have some great new pics! Take a look at this "monster":

And I just love this picture! Like I pass under a bridge or a rainbow and after that ritual, I`m a brand new person! And the sheeps are my witnesses in this voodoo magic experiment:)

Have a great week, everyone! I feel so exhausted and weak that I cant do anything but stare upon the nothing... The best of this is that I cant think at all, obviously my brain is tired too, so my nerves and body will have a break to recover! BB