Unbelievable! That sentence accumulates everything I learned this year! Danny is a great young man, a good friend of mine, I just adore following. If I am blessed to have father in my next life I would choose him to be one. No kidding!
But what astonished me the most was this part:
Hey! When I was a little girl and we went to bed early with my mom ( she was always tired and against all that might happen to a person after 8PM, including watching TV, so we went to bed early, sometimes even when outside was still bright in the summer!) so I had a very good opportunity to lay in bed and think.
Im not sure exactly how old I was, probably 7-8, but sometimes I asked myself: "What if inside my stomach there is a world like ours and there are people who live there and I am their God? And inside the stomach of every little man inhabiting my inner world, there is another one and so on and so on. Like the Russian Doll Sets- Matryoshka?
Thats what I was thinking during the long, lonesome evenings spent in bed, in silence. My imagination was my only friend. No surprise I still enjoy silence and thinking.. French psychology ;)
So what if I was kind of right? What if I am God in my own inner world indeed? Am I a good god? Its difficult to balance and make choices all the time. What is important? Who is important? How should I judge different cases? How should I reward and punish? Whats the moral in there? I guess I have to practice more what I want to become- good God in my own Universe.
And yes, the heading! Some people are born black, some people white. Some have blue eyes, some dark. Some are born in loving families, others are thrown away. Some people have long legs, some- short legs. Some people dont have legs...
If you are capable to read this, you can reach the conclusion by yourself!
Happy New Year!
