I had one of those dreams again after a long time.. it was with Glenn...
I have never had so many dreams with particular person in my life! Never! I have been affected by many other men, artists, friends, relatives.. I have been so deep in love, I have been hurt, I`ve been rejected, devastated, desired, loved... but I have never met someone so often on the other side. Probably only my mother..
It all started with a building I know. Many young, wealthy families live there.. In my dream they were all gone, the building was deserted. I could see through the windows leaves inside, like they were open and the wind blown them in there. But the windows were closed...
In one of the flats I saw a table with food and glasses still on it. Like it was set for a lunch, people ate a little and left in urge... I thought to myself what could make a family leave its home while having a dinner or lunch?
Not a long time after I found myself with other people in one of the apartments with the owners- really young, beautiful wife and her husband- middle age, very wealthy.. She was talking about the furniture while all the guests were cleaning the place- obviously the family was back after a long time. So we were cleaning the house, while she has talking about a certain piece of furniture which her husband is about to buy. Very expensive one- she said he is about to sell some land and properties to buy it... just because she wanted it!
She was sitting like a cat in her armchair- beautiful, confident, perfect... She was looking at me and her eyes were saying: "Can you make someone love you so much, so he would do something like that for you?"
I didnt know the answer in my dream. I dont know it now either...
Later we went somewhere outside. There was an event, Glenn was there signing autographs.
There was a little boy hanging around- his son. A little copy of Glenn with long hair, brown eyes... I couldnt see the boy`s mother, the father didnt seem to care about the boy as well.. But the little one was there.
Then I though to myself: I want a son! One day I want to have a son...
Sad, really sad and pathetic..
P.S. To those who read this- Im not in love with Glenn. Not at all. I have been in love many times, its not even close to that.
I`m simply obsessed.
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