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-Is this all that you eat?
-No! -I lied, "Sometimes I shift them with strawberries"- I thought to myself, but as usual I didn`t say it.

It was one of those hot summer days, when I met Nikos with a plastic bag of dark, heavy cherries in my hand. It was such a great heat at the middle of the day, that we just looked at each other and spoke without words. "I cant take this anymore!" "Aha!" "I left some clothes in the laundry" "All right!" "I may come later... or tomorrow.. I`ll see... its so hot now" "Mhm" "Shall we go to run together?" "Sure... but, please not now... I`m gonna die!" "Yeah I know! Me too" "OK, see you" "See you" ... "Do you want cherries?" "No, thanx, but you should eat some meat! It`s no wonder you can`t run - you can`t survive eating only cherries!" "Yeah, sure!".....

There was a period when every lunch break I used to visit a woman, who claimed to be something like an energy therapist. She was very popular and many people knew her, but it was kind of underground business so it was very difficult to have an admission to be her client- someone should recommend you personally. Anyway, my good friend Plamen had some connections and visited her for some weeks ( his diagnosis was "too much bad tension accumulated in his... someplace or other" so he needed two weeks expensive healing, that Plamen enjoyed very much and visited her regulary and with great pleasure.

To tell the truth, I always have one or another pain in my body and almost all the time I feel unconfortable in my skin, so I have always been interested with all sorts of alternative healings and methods for reinforcing and recovering. By the way, a few days ago, I read a joke about people like me. Here it is:"How the doctors recognize someone is completely healthy? When everyday the patient complains about a new pain !" So this is exactly my case, but I SWEAR I realy have a pains and worries in my body all the time- if it`s not my head it will be my back. If it`s not that I`m with digesting disorder-when I`m hungry I feel bad, when I get some food I feel bad again. If it`s not that I will be with PMS sindrom and few days later I will be sore because of the menstruation itself; if it happens not to have these complainings I have pain in my ovary because of ovulation. If it`s not that it will be something with my teeth or skin, or something - every day a new problem! On the other hand, I have a serious trouble with my heart that aggravates from time to time and scares me to death, and more and more discomforts, complainings and conditions .

But my main and constant problem have always been my nerves. This is the one thing that will control my life forever and it will be a miracle if I ever find a solution for that main psychosomatic disorder of mine. I say psychosomatic because it`s obvious for everyone that my nerves have an influence on my entire body, that always makes me feel bad and untill I have problems up there, I will have problems everywhere.

So Plamen mentioned that this woman is actually a fortuneteller and she has told him the good news he will have tweens one day. "Oh, that`s exactly what I need!" I thought, because I already had considerable problems with the boyfriend, who behaved really cold and stand-offish and I was eager to know what`s going on with him ( I have a weaknes for fortunetellers, dreams and presentiments, which one way or another always appear to be, at least a little true) so I insisted for an immediate consultation with her.

...to be continued