Yesterday I had a pretty nice and completely unexpected experience in my favourite forest in Veliko Tarnovo. The last few days were dark and unpleasant and I felt almost physical pain from the cold weather and the lack of heating at home and in my working place, so my temper was absolutely unbearable even for myself, not to mention that I was horrible for the others around me. Anyway, on Friday I expected just another disgusting winter day when I realized that something has changed. When I saw the sun outside, I felt like I see my love comming through the door saying "Hey, Yana!" He always says that and it`s very, very sweet and warming...
So I was very nice surprised that today may be not like the other days. What a significant changeit was, just because the sun was shining! I didnt had any clients (please hurry up to use my service, I don`t intent to stay in this laundry-shop forever!) and I said to myself "Ok, this is your chance to heal your frozen mind and body!" I got the camera; put all the scarfs, hats and gloves that I could find; locked up the shop and went straight to the forest. You can see what was the suprise for me- pure and genuine winter beauty! My very favourite!
I turned left, than I turned right.... there was smile on my face and joy in my heart for the first time since five days! And I never thought that THIS will be the reason to be happy again, something so trivial and simple- my lovely place! Where I spent hours of joy and desperation; where I dreamt my wildest dreams and where I realized that many of them cannot be real; where I found my beauty and good health; where I cried just before the end.... before God finnaly decided that I am ready to go. To go ahead. With the right person. But it was not until I was with him, that I was fully aware of the truth- yes, this is the right man and I am the right woman, but .... I just wasn`t ready for him, I had juuuust a little more to ripe, I needed to get wiser and to understand some things... I know I still have a lot to learn till I get at my best, but now I know I have climbed the most important height just before the top. A top for two. It`s called Happiness...
Here are just a few from many absolutely stunning and fascinating pictures I managed to capture. Today, Saturday, I was there too, but for a nice jogging (Yes, jogging, not training! I am not a competitor anymore and I never was. Sport is not for me or at least not this sport- its just too beautiful outside to run as fast as I can. I am a sensitive blond woman and untill I enjoy every tree, every leaf, animal or path, I will never, ever be a good orienteer. Never! It`s just not the way it happens. I can`t be blind. But if you ask me, I still prefer to be what I am, instead of being a better competitor at the expence of being careful and gentle to every little detail that surrounds me. Orienteering is a source of beauty and excitement for me, and if I do it again, I will do it just and only for pleasure!Thats all!) Have a great time and enjoy the nature every way you can!
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