kalina

About 3 yrs ago a friend of mine from school asked me:"Are you satisfied now?" I was like:"What are you talking about?" She said "About the child. That was everything you wanted, remember?" "No" - I responded.



When and how, and for what reason I`ve been talking to her that I want to have a child when I was so young - honestly I have no idea. But we both remembered when I took her to the neonatology in the hospital to watch the babies through the window. And she wasn`t the only one that I took there. It appeared that another two friends of mine have been victims of this obsession- to show them the babies. The biggest wonder ever on earth. They wasn`t impressed, I don`t know why, but for me that was the most fantastic thing that can happen to you- to steal a moment like this and catch a glimpse of the beautiful, tiny creatures that made me laugh and cry at the same time.



Anyway! But when you want something you do your best to get it even not always in the knowlege of that. That`s how one way or another in february, 2001 I found out that I`m going to be a mother and nine months later on 27-th of october I actually became one with the cutiest baby I have ever seen! She looked just like me! A little me was born then! Me......



Thats how I breed her now - the way I wish I was bred. I treat her the way I`d like people to treat me. And if one day she claims she `s a happy person that will be the best regard for me no matter what this happiness represents.

That is the very short story of Kalina`s appearance on this world - sort of very romantic and
kind of naive but isn`t it the best way to create a child? With love and desire? Just because you want it?

I believe the answer is very very yes!