cookies for vankata

I guess it`s quite easy to support a winner but it`s quite brave to support a potential one!

Vanka, there is a reason you are on this earth. It`s not necessary this reason to be juniour world champion for 2008! It may be world champion for 2009! Or 2010! Or 2020! You will be 32 than! What do you reckon, as your friends aussies say? Enough time to bring up the winner in yourself, don`t you agree? I know some people who will support you all the way through and all that you have to do is to work harder and to believe harder. In yourself, of course!

I`m gonna be 39 then:) In 2020 I mean. Mmmmm, I manage to be a freaky, sexy bitch with two gorgeous children, at least one marriage behind me ( I don`t mind to be a successful one though I don`t believe it), a few companies to bring enough money to satisfy my own caprices, a personal driver ( because it turns out that I will probably never learn to do it by myself ), house in the mountain (close to Dryanovo) and the sea ( Sinemorec) and.... what else! Let me wish for myself to be a sound mind in a sound body! And to be a good mom of Kalina and hopefully a boy or another girl, doesn`t matter! And to create something to be proud of- a concept or an idea, or a place... Or just a family. That`s my strongest desire! To have a family and home! I would give all that I counted just to have it.

But somewhere, deep inside I know that it`s already desided if I`m gonna have one of those or everything, or I will end up in a mental home begging passers-by for a cigarette......

Don`t get angry with me, but I`ll tell you that it`s decided for you too! I mean in which exact year you will be the world champion:) That is why you have to train like it`s the next year - always with that presumption, because if you decide to give up or rest even for a while, you will miss a chance that you may never ever have again! Don`t forget that - every next year may be your year!!!

And don`t forget this year, though many people will advice you to do it! Remember it to know how low you have been... and how high you can go!