After my short vacation I`m back on the battle field again. Don`t feel much enthusiastic by the way... I expected more from these 10 days though so many exciting things happened to me! I had a long difficult trip to Czech Republic to be a spectator at the WOC 2008 in Olomouc where I took part in the Orieneering Festival as a runner and I became third in W21 C class. This is something like the third class under the elite;) but anyway I made some good runnings and I`m absolutely satisfied because I had 6 starts one after another and I felt absolutely great about it . It`s an interesting story and I promise to tell it in another post!
The best thing ever is that I saw the biggest stars from the world of orienteering and I had the chance to make a lot of pictures and videos as well. I met the God of orienteering.... There he is.... 
He is born only 2 years before me ( by the way exactly 2 yrs without 1 single day;) and he has already achieved almost everything he could ever dream about. Except the gold medal in the relays for France. This year he and his team- mates almost got it but a simple small insect said: " Non, Tero! Je suis desole!" Deepak Chopra would comment that this insect actually proves to be the real God! How funny, the universal God gives a lesson to the orienteering God who is the boss here:):):)
Don`t worry Tero, you are still soooooooooooooooo charming that the real God could never ever get even close to that!
Hope you are not too religious!
Anyway! He and his mates now have such a high aim to reach! This is good for everyone Deepak would say :) He is a funny man. Very positive one! I read some of his books and they really help me to stay steady on the ground after the very next disappointment in my intimate life. It turned out somehow that I am single again...
But he is not right when he says that everything depends on us and if we really want something it will happen. We just have to open our minds and call the fortune to make our dreams come true. I doubt it because I can hardly remember even one thing that I have dreamed about to become a reality. Actually nothing happens the way I want it. Nothing. That`s why I don`t want to ask anything from the universe. Not even a thing! I used to be a great dreamer, my friends, but now I have to break this bad habit of mine because everything I have ever desperately wanted failed and never came true.
I used to live in my dreams every day and every night! What shall I do now? I have no idea! I can live my life in a so-so way..... I don`t like this kind of life! And I`m not gonna live it! I will find my way!
By the way this is a new table with the results from my last 8 km running... I`m not getting any better.... but I will keep on running it. What else can I do to have some satisfaction and fun from this life?
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