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петък, 4 юли 2008 г.

I just don`t know what to do with myself...*




This is the result. Do I have to comment it? I felt absolutely confident and sure with my condition but there it is. I think that I need someone to pull me or just to support me. Or something to dull my conscious because that is my problem. My body is ok. I wasn`t tired, thirsty or exhausted. But I gave up. Do I have to apologize to my body? I think I have to because I didn`t controlled it the right way. Body needs control all the time! But I was thinking about something else... Or I was just still sleeping. I have to try this running at the evening.


Me and my body are different concepts. It was me who gave up this time and didn`t make it.


And this Siven equipment doesn`t worth a thing! I felt like in a boiler comparing with my Trimtex top or Adidas t-shirt and it contains all the sweat that is secreted! My monitor belt was falling all the time... I couldn`t enjoy this running at all!



* freaky sexy song from The White Stripes. I love it! Something like....
..............
cause I`m not with you

I just dont know what to do

like a summer rose needs the sun and rain

I need your sweet love ....

......

I just don`t know what to do with myself!





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