I was burrowing into my archives for some picture and I came upon this.... Absolutely heartbreaking and adorable. Kalina fell on the floor with laughter when she saw what a puppy she have been. Now she`s more like an young lady...
Time goes really fast and .. I`m very nostalgic today. Probably because lately I closed many doors behind me. Many... and I opened a big one. Very big, big as life. A door that I will step over and the rest of my life will start. It already started... It`s sooo good.
I met a very old friend a few weeks ago, a wise man, and I shared all my pain with him, told him how many things I have lost lately, and do you know what he told me? "This is a release, my dear, a riddance from all that you don`t need! To make a room for something new! To free a space in you heart and soul for the happiness!" These are the best words of consolation I have ever heard in my life! Ever!
And this is exactly what happened. I lost every hope, dream, support and solace I used to have in my life, just to get the biggest happiness ever. I must admit that I wasn`t right for many things all this time. I thought I know answers, but they were all wrong; I thought I know good people, but they were imposters; I thought I know some things for the business- now I can see how naive I have been- where the money are being made, the ideals cannot exist... Shall I go on? I know I am not stupid, I just needed these lessons to get smarter. And I needed all the pain, just know how to feel the deepest pleasure and happiness. It is still to come, but I found what I have been missing all this time. My better half, my better image in the mirror of life. What have been cut before, now is complete. And do you know what was the only thing I was right about? That this is the only thing that I need and it will heal my body and my soul. I wasn`t wrong at this point.
So the result so far in this game "Me versus Life" is 1 : many, but I know for sure, that I can go only ahead. And that I wont lose!
I wish you a fantastic week! There is no song today- still nobody managed to sing out what I feel inside. But I wish you all that you deserve instead, just like I get what I deserve- only the best, nothing more or less!
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"back to balance"....
special words who just understand persons who you know very well !
I believe, I know what´s the message in your words. And I am sure about the possibility to find a "good balance" in my life whit you. Why I feel it? It´s very simple: in my last years I feel some times the big difference between my wish and dreams for my private life and the reality. I always think about so: it´s better to stay alone and to be a single like to have a relation whit the false girl. Now I can say: it was the best decition who I can do. Because I meet my soul-mate... my secound half... my special girl! And if I am honest - last weekend I meet two special girls :-) and I feel the biggest happiness to give both girls all my positive energie and maybe I can make happy this girls. I hope so and I want do the best about this.
We dont can see in the real future and it´s okay. But some times I ask me: whats written in this blog in the next year to the same time?
I very like to do all for many nice reports here and for the best feelings and happiness for my diamond and the little sweet lady.
And please dont forget: in 12 days we goes to "Glockenspiele in Berlin" :-)
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