Dear mama,
When a person is stupid, it`s usually for lifetime! You are hopeles!
I know you hate the day I was born, but believing or not IT IS NOT MY FAULT! It`s your own personal fault!
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I know she will never read this, but I still want to say it.
Excuse me, for the stupid article, I wont do it again! I promise.
And if you don`t understand how is this possible it means only one thing- you are one very, very lucky person. To have good parents or to have parents at all, has an ENORMOUS meaning in human`s life. It means that if you have 200 meters running competition, when you have beloving parents you are at the start line. But if you are like me, with one emotional and physical invalid parent, you are positioned 100 meters behind the start. Is this fair? I`m asking you, God, nature, society, whole world... Is it fair?
But let me tell you something- people like me usually beat the world record, even they start 100 meters behind the others. How it happens, I dont know, but I know that in my own personal moral code, being a bad parent to your children is sin Number ONE. Sin number two is to kill wild animals; number three- to be weak-willed and stupid; four- neglect to your body; five- dirty; six- to be a student in a Bulgarian university, seven-to misuse people who are in love with you; eight- to be self-sufficient; nine- to eat junk- food and ten..... to trust doctors, politicians and preachers. They dont even notice you, believe me!
Well, are you sinners?
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Hi ladybird,
I was terrified to read your new thoughts here and I am very sad...
I know a little bit about the backround from this words, because you told me somethings.
I know very well that its not possible to replace your experience whit your mother. But one thing I can do: I can make you happy in our future and maybe you can start in 2009 not 100m behind the start-line. Our common start-line was after 3 weeks in Sofia and I very like come on whit you and Kalina on the happy arrive.
I only hope the next days will go over very quickly and I can take you in my arms next saturday. I believe, we must talk about so many things. Okay, maybe other peoples think crazy about our highspeed. But I know what I want whit you and I will give you back your laught: not only for a happy moment - no! For every time!
Ladybird, I believe at the moment you are sad and whitout power. I understand this and when a person have thougths like you, its very sad. Believe me please- your life will be whit more sunshine and hope like at the moment.
Today is sunday and I stay alone at home whitout you. I dont can think on somethings whitout to think on you always. I miss you so vey much. But I know, in 6 days we are together and have time to speak, to hold eachother, and to feel that our love is very strong and nothing and nobody can destroy our love. Not your mother, not the distance, not the bad henn :-)
I wish you power for the next days and saturday we start a happy time by "Glockenspiele in Berlin" !!
I love you so very much and I stay always in my thougths by you.
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