http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPkFeC-kZmw
Hi, everyone! Did you miss me? I had some things to do... good things, nice things... I was away for a while- in Heaven and I spoke with God. He`s nice... if God can be called nice:)
You will know what I mean soon. Today I want to represent you this guy... gay.... Do you know what are the other meanings of this word? See it:
1. Cheerful
2.Joyful
3.Offhand
4.Bright
5.Superior
6. Flashy; Gleamy
7.Magnificently dressed and more...
I wish I was like this or.... as I think now thats what I am actually, especially offhand and superior ... and flashy ;) But I`m still not a gay... so why does it is no good to be one?
Do you know what is the difference between the nice and classy gay and the disgusting one? The same like between the nice and disgusting man and the nice and disgusting woman... Do you get my idea? I am not in my mind entirely at the moment, because I`m thinking about other things like love, sex, wine, cigarettes and Glockenspiele in Berlin, but I`m trying to explain that they are not any different as people, just like we ( the "normal" one) are. I mean close your eyes and imagine a lovely woman..... Now imagine a dirty one...... It awful, don`t you think? It`s the same with the gays- this one is handsom, stylish, tallanted, playful, but like usually happens, there are stupid, vulgar and repulsive gays who give to the whole community a bad name.
I think that I have many things to say about tho one "who have been under the rainbow", so I will keep this subject open. Till than, have a nice dances with Miro and remember one thing from me: to be "normal and like the others" is the ugliest thing ever! I think, this is worse, than to be failed. Be different, be alternative, be yourself, do what you like with whoever you like, live your life- now, taste it, try it, grab it... one day God will appear in a silver car and say to you "It`s all right!" This moment will worthwile all the pain and tears you have cried. I know what I`m talking about... To be a gay is almost the same difficult and challenging like to be ME in this place and in this family. I know again what I`m talking about.
Wish you a fantastic, joyful and successful December! And one more thing- when it`s too painful to bear, it`s closest to the end and the solution. There is a very thin line between them! ByeBye
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Hi diamond,
I had read your new and interesting story today evening. The video is hot, nice, alternativ, and very special. Your comment about this gay is great. And the sense between the lines I understand very well :-)
But one word you should be bery carefull to use: god.
And I know it wasn´t god who come to you whit a silver car and would hijacked you to the Berliner Glockenspiel... its a guy who is fall in love, who think a little bit alternativ, who is cheerful and who can show you the sun. And who want learn more from your experience of live...
Now lets dream about true love, hot sex, dry redwine from bulgaria or toscana and cigarettes, good music and about the days on the end of this year :-)
I know, you have a fan-club here who read your blog. All of your fans and friends I want tell: you can be happy to have a friend like this girl. She is like a diamond and always she can give you a new inspiration. Take care of this friendship all the time.
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