hiku

"An apple fell from the tree.
The cat ran scared."

That`s just a thaught. You can imagine what my consciousness represents. An universe of bullshits freaking me out. They never stop streaming from my mind. Never- day and night... "he never stops walking"... I can`t remember the book this quote comes from... A book for children. Have to check out tomorrow. Most of my books are in my mom`s room and she sleeps now.

"... he never stops walking
neither day nor night..."

It was about a little boy looking for something. Like me. I have always been looking for something. To make me happy...

There is no wonder I have problems with my relationships. Who would bear this mind that I have? Mind full of bullshits that never gets satisfied.

Another hiku:

"Burning thoughts.
Empty soul.
Sore awareness.
Fear"



I need a surgeon to excise my mind. And to shape a bigger breast on me.

I will be happy than!

I wonder if?